Dear Swifties4Life,



I have been feeling very depressed and sad lately, because my 101 yrs old great grandmother just passed away one day before Valentine's Day which was a swifties Day and I was a shock for me. Today(February 21st, 2013), I spent 1 day at the funerals and so am I tomorrow. I was so scared of even looking at her soul-less body and seeing all the people htat I thought were the strongest people in the world cry was devastating. I haven't slept in like 48 hours and I am so frustrated with myself. I get angry very easily right now and I am feeling weak. I know that talking to people online or in real life will make things worst, because I am not myself anymore and I am being mean without knowing exactly why. Today is one of those days when I feel like lockign myslef up in my room and just cry or sleep all day long, but I can't because I have a novel to finish for Monday and were already on Friday.



Love,

A 14 years old girl who is confused and depressed.